FALL POETRY : GOODBYE!!!!!!!

“GOODBYE” 

Late night phone calls ringing through my head

My mind is so tired but I’m tossing in my bed

I hit the ignore button, when I see its who

Can’t believe they calling me when I said I’m through

Used to love so hard but it seems it was me alone

Tried to make it work but when I called no one picked up the phone

Thought it was just growing pains, oh boy was I so wrong

Now I sit back and think why the hell I waited so long

They say that love is blind, you don’t agree until you start to realize

The one you care so much about don’t care as much and leaves your heart paralyze

You got the feeling something wasn’t right but your mind tells you don’t worry

And then it hits you, man it hits you, now all you hear is I’m sorry

Everyone is different, so you don’t compare, you trust your better judgment

Nothing is ever perfect, so you sacrifice and compromise and you make necessary adjustments

But when you’ve done all you can and the one you love refuse to continue to try

You’re only human and sometimes the best way to rid the pain, is just to tell them goodbye

FALL POETRY: AMBITION

AMBITION!!!!!!!

I’ve got so much ambition, I’m thankful that I’m living

Sometimes I tell God you put me in a fiery kitchen

Feeling out of commission, can’t eat signs of malnutrition

Somehow I have to find the strength to continue life’s expedition

My pride needs submission, because all I yearn is recognition

Nobody is perfect but at times people think you’re a damn magician

Every day is a combat mission, fighting to stay ahead of the competition

Loved by many, hated by few, so you got to watch out for the opposition

But I got a proposition, how about we break tradition

Let’s stop worrying about what people say because most the times they fake like politicians

Some people love auditions, for a crowd they’ll put on an exhibition

You don’t want them around because they are not even worth the price of your school tuition

They try to play you like musicians, dress to kill, mortician condition

They up to no good like a car with an engine but have a bad transmission

You got to show some strong attrition, mind is made of will power composition

So when life comes at your old demons, you’re like no way I’m a new edition

Got to keep making transitions, no stagnation just continuous upward position

Because in the end, you control your own destiny and then you can rejoice in constant jubilation

FALL POETRY: LONELINESS!!!!!!!

LONELINESS!!!!!!!

I’m kinda lonely and I know I am, so it’s definitely not a notion

Seems like every time I have something good, it slips out my hand like lotion

I don’t know what it is, if its karma or if it’s just my reputation

But one thing I know, this feeling of depression is not helping the situation

Have you ever considered your heart to be deeper than the deepest ocean

And portray the love you’re willing to give supernatural like that of some magic potion

And all you need is that special person to entrust all your care and devotion

But for some reason you can’t find them or when you do you lose them, then you’re left battling your emotions

Now your mind is wandering like a lost camel in a deserted dry land

Shipwrecked by your feelings, with no escape like Gilligan’s island

Those thoughts and dreams of happiness and vacationing in Thailand

Are now nothing more than an afterthought of pictures showing dry sand

But we know life is better, so don’t let the loneliness make us lose it

Our hearts may be hurting, but we can’t continue to bruise it

So for me I’m gonna keep trying, no more sad songs, I’m gonna change the music

Learn when to commit and when to let go, just have to remember not to confuse it

There are times we do need some alone time just to think about the other half

Think about how happy they can make us, and how they can make us laugh

But never rush love, be smart, try not to mess up and fail like a class

And hold on tight to that which you love so that you won’t have to sit down thinking about the past

FALL POETRY : WHAT'S YOUR PURPOSE!!!!!!!

PURPOSE!!!!!!!

 What's your purpose?
We have to be wise in our everyday dealings and goals to acquire our ultimate prize
The knowledge we gain and memorize, allow us to do good or bad with the things we accessorize
Never lose sight, even when you lose light, that the future is bright, and much more important than the past
Because life is like a relationship gone bad at times, that you already know was never gonna last
You remember that ex that you sent perplexing texts aimed to get her vex
Just to please your ego and satisfy a longing, instead of searching for your next
We need to stop dwelling in the cellar of our past, where a cast of demons resides that won't let our future last
Because we are the ones who possess vast amount of light to shed on the darkness to get to our desire fast
The unsung hero of creativity is a mind put to use to achieve sustainable ingenuity
Forget the vulnerability and embrace consistent responsibility which will lead to proper desirability
The sky can never be the limit when we've traveled beyond the clouds and outer space
Some of us have fallen from good grace but I shouldn't be seeing hopelessness in the form of legs open and in between I see a crying face
In this new era, we need to snap back, because a  lot of people are no longer real, they are surgery plastic
Lack of originality, only conformity, its like this generation's mindset is backed up like afternoon traffic
We need to stop it, creativity is pivotal for forward progress
But it seems like we're doing the wrong things with technology and with our present internet access
The mind can go as far as we tend to push it, and at times we need to over do it
Because a mind that doesn't move at all, is a waste of time, might as well start to learn how to grow it
What's your purpose?

FALL POETRY - ALTER EGO!!!!!!!

 ALTER EGO!!!!!!!

I guess it got the best of me
Guess it affected my sanity

People telling me I'm not the same
I need a moment of clarity,
Internal emotions affecting me
I suppress them because it soothes me
I don't wear my problems on my sleeve
But now people telling me I'm focused a lot more on life's wasteful vanity
So what it is that makes me be like this
To me it ease the pain and gives me bliss
Did I do something wrong again
Please tell me how I completely miss,
The one I love the most tells me to be myself again
Said she became distant because I became a different friend
Said I should fight as hard as I can and all my actions I should start mend
But why should I feel so much hurt when I can simple still pretend,
I never told her but she wasn't the first to notice that
Is it really affecting who I am, am I really being a selfish brat
Or am I doing the best for me, or am I being a scaredy cat
Do I need to let go of a part of me that has become all that I thought I've got?
Life can become strange and peculiar
That makes you change and forget who you are
But when you start to lose the ones that you love
I guess I just have to be Kwesi and leave behind my alter ego Wacky Junior

POETRY FROM THE HEART - MAKE UP YOUR MIND!!!!!!!

MAKE UP YOUR MIND!!!!!!!

I can't believe what's really really going on

No phone call, no text messages, no email, not even a tweet

OK I see how it is, I guess I'm always in the wrong

Whatever happened to the person who I met and I thought that was so sweet

Not for nothing I still care about you, because you got a hold on me

But it seems like you losing your grip because you don't have a hold on me

Hold on, let me retrace my steps, we argue, we fight and then we make up

I play around, you get mad, I apologize and I usually see my good morning text when I wake up

Seems like that's all gone, what kind of cat and mouse game is this becoming

You sit I watch, I watch you sit, so who is about to start running

I'm the type of person who wears my feelings on my sleeve

And anything I start I finish, I stay for the long haul but I never decide to leave

Unless given the ultimatum of not getting what I signed up for

Then in that instance, I'll be gone faster than a new sports car

Well well nobody's perfect, you gotta speak your mind to get what you want

But sometimes people talk and assume too much that they don't realize they are actually getting what they want

Blinded by foolish thoughts of the past

No relationship will ever work if communication is missing and I'm pretty sure they won't even last

All I'm asking is that you make up your mind

Because in the end, I know we both aint trying to waste each other's time

POETRY FOR LOVE: ENDLESS LOVE

ENDLESS LOVE!!!!!!!

I'm here to win your heart, so I'm casting my heart like a vote in an election
Your knight in shining armor here to give you security and protection
Its not easy to mend a broken heart but I'm hear to heal it
And once I give you my love, that open void will be filled, now you can seal it
A lot are blinded by love, but a lot of times you can only feel it
It is then when you see and feel together "true love" you've revealed it
I'm all about love and affection, loving the right way and giving attention
I'm all about proper satisfaction, making you feel like I was divine intervention
Baby I just wanna hold you, touch you, matter fact lay you down
Baby I just wanna kiss you, caress your body all the way down
I want you to feel me, all of me, whenever I'm inside of you
Not hit and run, no one night stand, when you wake I'll still be right beside you
I wanna be your beacon, the one you call on, because you're my spotlight
The one who has captivated my heart and have me feeling high like a jet blue flight
My only mission is to position myself to become your ultimate decision
And with precision and a little submission I hope I become your love technician
I'm telling you how I feel without any omission so I can gain admission
To your heart so one day I can follow tradition by getting your parents permission
and beating out the competition
Your love just drives me senseless
And just so you hear it again, my love for you is endless

***Always make time for love and put in the required word***

POETRY FOR LOVE: HAND IN HAND!!!!!!!

HAND IN HAND!!!!!!!

All you will ever need, I'll be right here to provide

No matter what it may be, your request will never be denied

My entire life was full of sin and misery when you found me

Now I can tell you how you changed my life completely

Everyday that passes by you keep on giving me sweet assurance

Of making myself a better person instead of a constant nuisance

More and more I'm being blessed by your words of love

Thanking God for sending me my sacred white dove from above

Nothing fills my longing heart like every time we meet

Being embraced in your presence that's always so pure and so sweet

No one understands like you because you're a friend beyond compare

When discouraged, its your words of advice that wipes away tear by tear

You're so amazing because my pain you see and you feel

Then tenderly you whisper comfort and my broken heart you heal

I was lost in life while the dew dropped on the roses

Now all of a sudden a voice spoke and I became as humble as Moses

The sound that echoed made even the chirpy birds stop singing

To listen to the melodies they heard that left my heart smiling

I had been lonely and single but now I've found my baby

I can sleep right, every night because I know I'm loved by my lady

I'm looking at us and what I see is a love that's so real and so true

And with each of us by the other's side, there's nothing we can't get through

Whatever we might face, we'll definitely take care of it on our own

Because life is nothing without love to share and nobody is to be alone

POETRY FOR LOVE - ONE KISS!!!!!!!

ONE KISS!!!!!!!

How do I tell her how I really do feel

How do I tell my friend, who cares about me, that I think she's the one for me

Don't want to lose a great friendship that I think can be so much more

Can't afford not being able to be around her because of my selfish needs

Beautiful in every sense of the word both inside and out

Heart made out of love, and a persona so vibrant and courteous

Words designed to make you confident is all that's spoken from her sweet lips

Admiring them in every which way just yearning for one kiss

The closer we get, makes me feel like the friend zone get widens

Leaving my thoughts in shambles knowing the inevitable

I'm poised to take a chance, poised to express my heart but at the same time scared

So I digress and keep my emotions bottled up

Hoping, praying, wishing, that she just might say to me what I wanted to tell her

Making it easier for me to breathe and to feed upon her soul

I'm not jealous of the other men she speak of, its just that none of them is me

They don't know her like I do, how to make her smile like I do

But I guess our actions are seen with different intentions

And that is what I want to change but can't find the way how to

Only time will tell and only God knows when

So for now, my feelings are pushed to the side in order to keep my good friend

I'll never stop admiring those sweet lips

Hopefully one day I'll get that one kiss

SPRING POETRY - NEVER PRETEND!!!!!!!

NEVER PRETEND!!!!!!!

Lack of sleep, stomach grumbling, slight headache starting to settle in 

Still determined, still motivated despite feeling like I got knocked over like a bowling pin 

Was down for a minute, lost sight of my goal, but it seems like I’ve got a hold of my second wind 

Never quit attitude, can’t afford to lose desire, if you think that’s bad, then I guess I’ll continue to sin 

I was never one to give up too easy, always thought that life is like a math problem so there is always a solution 

At times felt stripped of my confidence like how a pimp gets a woman into doing prostitution 

But it doesn’t matter what we believe in but as time passes we ourselves go through evolution 

And it’s for us to learn from this game of life, in order to win, we have to practice proper execution 

Took a few Bayer aspirins, head still hurting but I'm wondering is it really because of stress 

Is my mind playing games with me, am I being used like a pawn like this is a game of chess 

I need to know for myself am I making the right choices, am I really on the road to success 

Am I blinded by other people endeavors? And is my subconscious trying to get me to be my best 

It seems as if I'm finally seeing clearly now all the pain is definitely going away 

My mind is a bit clearer now; I see the path I need to take to finally be on my way 

I’ve been hit and fell down, took a few blows, confidence been shattered and felt some dismay 

But it has made me stronger, tougher than I was before, now I’m ready for whatever comes my way 

Don’t ever think life is easy, the struggles and obstacles are always around the bend 

And they come at no better time when all seems well, and you never expect it to end 

And even through those times it may seem difficult and leave you feeling lonely without a friend 

But always remember that we control our own destiny, we can be all we can be, so always be true to yourself and never pretend

*** Be Yourself, You Can Only Reap What You Sow***

POETRY CORNER - THE VOICE!!!!!!!

THE VOICE!!!!!!!

I’ve got to voice for the people, I got a voice for the soul

I got a voice for the babies; I got a voice for the old

I’ve got to voice for my nation, I’ve got to voice to the streets

I’ve got to voice to the gangstas, I’ve got to voice for the peace

No matter what is going on, you gotta let them hear your voice

So in whatever they are doing, they know to make the better choice

It’s good to listen at times but sometimes we need to speak up

We have to hold our country down so that we can keep up

It don’t matter where we from, could be Haiti or Jamaica

We all get cut the same way, we all hope with the same prayer

We all face the same pain, we all pray for it to get better

So can someone please tell me why do we kill our own brother?

Come on mannnnn……do you know the answer

Oh yeah I used to be shy I never spoke a lot or even spoke up

I got a voice for the media; I don’t believe shit they say because everything is smoked up

So what am I to do, what are you to do, we gotta alleviate for more change

We need to take a stand for what we believe in, because this entire society needs to rearrange

What are you using your voice to do, I hope you don't got your mouth shut

I hope you not being disrespectful, I hope you not calling your girl – slut

Frankly, its none of my business, then again, it is because I’m hearing it

We pass a blind eye to things, saying, it’s not our problem, so we not sharing it

But it affects how we view one another; we tear down instead of building up

We always say love is in the air, but I think it’s polluted because hatred is filling up

I need to hear some voices, voices of love, voices of peace, voices to represent you and me

I’ve only got one voice, we all need to speak up, let’s make this world a better place, and we can do it because it’s very very very easy

POETRY CORNER: MAMA SMILE ON ME

Mama Smile on Me

By: Tamara "Pooka" Spencer

Something happened today and I wished it never would

Somehow I wish I could rewind and edit this part of my day...I would if I could

God decided to take you and I wish He had waited a while

But you will always be in my heart with love till I die.

I wasn’t in Jamaica for too long to remember you but Daddy told me so much..

I didn’t get to hug you like I wanted but I always sent my love.

Mama, Lord knows that I prayed for you each day that passed by

Lord knows the many tears that I cried.

When I found out that you were sick and dying from cancer I was upset, hurt and asked God why

But I failed to realize that sometimes things like this happens…it’s a part of life

Mama you can stay with me in a place inside my heart.

And that way we will never be apart.

I thank you for raising Daddy and making him the amazing man and father that he is today

I thank you for always loving him along the way

Granny my words are not extravagant and lavish..

I’m being simple and true..

Mama if it’s one thing I have to say…it would be I love you

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POETRY 30/30 - PHENOMENAL WOMAN!!!!!!!

PHENOMENAL WOMAN!!!!!!!

Her job is never done, her love is everlasting

No journey is too long, and no mountain is too high to climb

She puts the ones she adore and care for in front of her own self

Her fortitude is what propels her determination and most of times she needs no help

Raising three boys isn't easy especially on her own

But she doesn't make the plight of their non existent fathers affect her will

She works never ending hours to provide for them, all the bare necessities

Which at times mean giving up things that herself may need

Through it all, she stands tall, and as a female teach these boys how to be men

She shows them how to stand on their own, how to become non dependent

Because life is a battle for survival and only the the fittest will survive

And she exubes all the characteristics of what they should seek to find in a companion

Never ending work shifts and lack of sleep are some of the sacrifices she make

Ridicule at times, but protecting her offspring is always her motive

Females are an emotional species yet they possess such unique strength

Their backbone is that of a turtle hard to crack and their mind is that of a fox very cunning

When all else fails, never underestimate a female because a good woman strives for success

A good woman takes care of her own and makes sure they are safe

A good woman teaches virtues that stay with you throughout your lifetime

And that's why my mother is my phenomenal woman

POETRY 30/30 - BRAS, PANTIES AND STOCKINGS!!!!!!!

BRAS, PANTIES AND STOCKINGS!!!!!!!

Its not even raining outside but my hormones keep racing like a stallion

I'm in the mood for love, I'm trying to make some lucky girl feel my love medallion

All I'm imagining is my sweetheart, body in nothing but some bra, panties and stockings

Wanna give her a sample of my waffle cone until she can't take no more of my vanilla toppings

Want her to put her legs over my shoulder, fish nets preferred, I promise I won't make those thighs sway

Keep it a bit moderate at first, so may start off the intense foreplay, with some hot fudge sundae

Pour it out, lick it up, may eat it up, who knows you gotta be that girl to know

Add some rainbow sprinkles on her nipples, then just suck them off real nice and slow

Edible panties, they taste like ice cream, best believe I'll take a few scoops

And when I'm inside her, its constant rotations, now I got her feeling like she jumping through real hoops

Now bras and panties gone, stockings still on, its rubbing while I'm rubbing too

She want the pint, no she want the quart, my lord she said give me the entire gallon boo

Breasts size don't matter, neither do panties, stockings can easily get ripped

Put her down on my water bed, sex so nice like a smoothie, on my dick baby did the banana split

All of a sudden its in her mouth and she don't want to spit, all she doing is swallowing

My dick was getting soft as a marsh mellow but she made it stand up without any screaming or hollering

I love my bras, I love my panties, I love my stockings, yeah I call them mine because I take them off

Aint nothing like some good love making, makes you lick your finger like some really good barbeque sauce

POETRY 30/30 - FED UP!!!!!!!

FED UP!!!!!!!

Why is it that we argue so much, nobody wants to compromise, and nobody thinks their ever wrong

Why is it that I don't see you as much, everyday I keep begging, its becoming like an annoying rap song

Why is it that we go tit for tat, like school kids, and don't respond for moments so long

And why is it that we keep going back and forth, continuously without end like a game of ping pong

THAT'S IT, I'VE REACHED MY LIMIT, NOW I'M FED UP

Why is it when I'm generous and I lend out money I can never get it back on time

And why the hell is it that when people decide to pay you back, you can't get back every single dime

It seems like nowadays when you're being nice you have to install late payments and fine

And I bet you nobody will ask you for nothing more, and you'll have an empty asking line

THAT'S IT, I'VE REACHED MY LIMIT, NOW I'M FED UP

Why is that the country is in a recession yet still rich government officials are getting a leeway

Why is it that citizens like myself get so much tax taken out of our earnings and out our week pay

Some things are just not adding up, the government needs a revamp its too old, I think its de-cay

And since I have the right to freedom of speech, I'm speaking my mind and I'm not scared of what they say

THAT'S IT, I'VE REACHED MY LIMIT, NOW I'M FED UP

I'm real tired of friends and family pretending like they care, when they don't, they need to stop the acting

They come around when things are all good and dandy and when things seem attracting

Making it seem like they are with you, they have your back, then out of nowhere start demanding

But the minute things go bad, or something go wrong, they are nowhere to be found like they went back into hiding

THAT'S IT, I'VE REACHED MY LIMIT, NOW I'M FED UP

POETRY 30/30 - THE CRUSH!!!!!!!

THE CRUSH!!!!!!!

Remembering the first time we met, how wonderful it was to exchange greetings

Beauty was in the eye of the beholder and my eyes were definitely beholding

Couldn't get past her lips as her words were released off her tongue

And as she spoke her voice echoed through my eardrums to the pits of my soul

Tingling the hinges of the door that led straight to my heart

Could this feeling be what I think it is?

I've watched her dance, both as an opponent and as a spectator

And at times I've dreamt that we were dancing together holding arms

I've seen her create both routines for shows and design fashion

And my mind wonders wishing she can prepare a suit for me that she'd enjoy

Am I really thinking of marrying her?

I've seen how she treat kids, oh yes she is definitely a good mother

Don't need no sugar mama, just want her to kiss me while we cuddle

And I've seen her rock a crowd when she takes to the turntables

Hoping that later I can rock her body out her socks

I think I have a crush, oh yes, I know I do

I've told her this, maybe she believes me or maybe she don't

Who knows, I've never stepped up to the plate like how a real man should

Fearful of rejection, my complacency have left my mind boggled with what ifs

The more I see her pictures and how beautiful and talented she is

The more I wonder to myself could she be the one

Maybe one day we'll see what happens, hope it won't be too late

But for now I'll just indulge in her beauty, her talent, and in her smile

POETRY 30/30 - GREATNESS!!!!!!!

GREATNESS!!!!!!!

Ever since I was small I always felt I'd be destined for greatness

I used to watch television a lot and thought it was easy to attain

And as I got older, I somewhat feel that all I've accomplished is lateness

Struggling to find peace and joy because I've suffered a lot of pain

My mom keeps telling me, remember what I taught you about meekness

There is always sunshine after the storm and after the rain

But no matter how hard I try to find the end of the tunnel all I see is bleekness

Now that light I've been looking for has only become a desire burning like a flame

Never had a lot to be proud about, never heard keep up the good job

Life sometimes is like a round about, just keep spinning you like a door knob

All I'm used to in life is having doubts, second guessing my own decisions

Been thirsty for prestige but been in mental droughts, now wrong moves cut like an incision

I keep telling myself to stay strong, this will get better, just gotta stay focus

Obstacles I must overcome, gotta be a trend setter, swarm my mind with positive thoughts like a locust

Its hard for a lot of us to achieve what we want due to self inflicted  pressure

Goals not met on time, tend to deter our route like a forecast with bad weather

Nevertheless being humbled and grounded can make the way much more undemanding

Greatness is always at our fingertips so begin embarking

***Never lose sight of you Dream***

POETRY 30/30 - TALK TO ME!!!!!!

TALK TO ME!!!!!!!

Whats the rave, whats the craze, I wanna be down, where to go 

Can I have your number sweetheart? She said no, but said do you have Oovoo 

Didn’t have one but I had something similar, so I told her I got Skype 

She was like nah Oovoo is better so I guess you really not my type 

Is she serious, I'm thinking to myself like you judge a man by the media outlet he chooses 

Nah she can’t be real, her generator box must be missing a few fuses 

Met another girl conversation went great so I went in for the win 

So I said baby can I have your mathematics, she saw my blackberry and said nah but you could have my BBM pin 

I'm thinking to myself now like is my voice not charming enough or is this the new trend 

Nobody wants to talk on the phone no more, one of the reasons that tend to make relationships end 

Not for nothing I left it alone and saw a nice and sweet young lady, I kinda judged from her look 

Chatted her up for a while, asked her for her digits, and guess what, she asked me if I had Facebook 

This has to be some final destination type of ish, so in my mind I'm saying let me just quit her 

But before I could even answer, she showed me her timeline and said you should follow me on twitter 

Couldn’t help but laugh, you should have seen the smirk on my face, right before she pulled my hand 

She said you’re cute and you’re handsome, how about you take a picture with me for my Instagram 

I hate to say this but its like we’re all caught up with fun applications and social networks 

That it has lowered the value of some of our personal stocks and even some of our self worth 

I may be a bit old fashioned but I'm down with all the new trends and I know whats going on 

But sometimes and I'm guilty of this too, we don’t have to tell the world what kind of underwear we have on 

Too much of us let these new found social media platforms impact our way of life drastically 

I’ve got Facebook, Twitter, BBM but can I just get your number so that you could talk to me

POETRY 30/30 - SUCCESS!!!!!!!

SUCCESS!!!!!!!

Success is not measured by how many people you know or how famous you are 

How much champagne bottles you pop in the club or the price of your car 

Or is it? What really defines how successful you are in life? 

Is success only measured by wealth and prominence is society? 

Is becoming famous and being known makes you successful? 

I don’t know about everybody else but I don’t think so, if I must say so myself 

Success is being happy with your dream, being happy with what you have accomplished 

Success is not defined by what someone else may tell me but what I believe 

It’s getting up every day and living my life the way I chose to live 

Where I shop for my clothes doesn’t make me successful 

What brand of coffee I buy doesn’t make me successful 

In order to be successful you have to first off be self motivated 

We are all in control of our own destiny so only we know what truly makes us happy 

Failures and disappointments in life are inevitable and they must happen 

It is the failure that teaches us much more than the success, and successful people know the lesson so well 

So never let television and society tells you if you’re successful or not, always believe in yourself and that’s the first sign of success

POETRY 30/30 - LOVE TAKES TIME!!!!!!!

LOVE TAKES TIME!!!!!!! 

A lot of folks want to fall in love but don’t really know how to make it last 

They forget to put in the necessary work because they want it too fast 

They follow others and that takes away what’s real because its actions rehearse 

It’s like trying to make a song with only a chorus and forgetting the verse 

When it comes to the heart remember that it’s easy to be broken 

So when trying to combine two don’t be afraid to communicate and be outspoken 

Love is not a game and you just can’t expect to win by inserting coins 

Its better compared to living and based on the emotions that runs through your loins

***Take Time To Love***

POETRY 30/30 - BADMIND!!!!!!!

BADMIND!!!!!!!

Don't you hate when people hate on you because you gain success

Envy what you attain, don't know the struggles you went through just to get what you possess

Jealous just because your doing good, grudgeful of your newly gained assets

Claim that they are your friends and have a clean heart but can't genuinely wish you all the best

Don't you hate when your own so called family and friends are just hoping for you to choke

Wishing you nothing but failure and wishing you hang yourself with a rope

Its hard in this world due to the things we face, sometimes its even difficult to cope

But its even more trying when you have backstabbing friends who wanna sell you dreams just like the Pope

There was a movie called snakes on the plane but trust me they are snakes all around

I'm talking about people who hang out with you, talk behind you back and wanna see you underground

They love to glorify their works no matter how miniscule it may sound

But they fight against others so much that whoever exalts themselves will surely be let down

Its always good to have a free conscious, live a good life and always get ahead

Try not to borrow, try not to beg, because you never know who want to see you dead

Try not to keep secrets, and try not to surround yourself with corrupt friends

Its easy these days for friends to sellout friends, for less than an expensive benz

Badmind is active so try your best to stay far from them so they won't break you down

Because their only objective is to be better than you so they can laugh at you and clown

So don't poison your mind with influences from badmind people, keep them to the left

Stay strong, keep your eyes on the prize and chase your dream and in yourself you must invest

POETRY 30/30 - CLIMAX!!!!!!

CLIMAX!!!!!!!

As I lay me down to sleep, I felt five fingers beneath the sheets

Should I act like I'm awake, so I could drive her with my stake?

Cold outside, even though winter not too long dispersed

I know she wants to be warm, she has no pants on nor no skirt

Legs are slowly wrapping together, I'm being enticed by lust

I had to wake up: fulfilling a woman's sexual pleasure is always a must

Foreplay is just an after thought, I already knew where to find the G-Spot

Cruising to my destination, while my cannon below made the sheets hot

No cold feet, room is warm, so things getting pretty slippery

Hurricanes, floods and tsunamis is how wet she is, making for an easy entry

Telling me she was celibate but her fetish is to taste me

Fellatio, blow job, no hands, all she said was just don't spray me

But I'm not about to come soon, this erotic ride just started

I love to put my lady on a pedestal, so on the stool I had her planted

Now she's bent over, butt arched, with her stiletto type heels on

Penetration from my erection, got her hair messed up like an Arizona dust storm

Instant vibration from this sexual undertaking making her reach for the ceiling

Love making so real, she said keep bruising me up with your sexual healing

Once tired, now energized, this sexual encounter is like a motion picture in IMAX

Screams rang out from orgasmic arrival, my job was done so it was time for me to CLIMAX!!!!

POETRY 30/30 - FREE SPIRIT!!!!!!!

FREE SPIRIT!!!!!!!

Finding magic in unexpected places

Most of the time love doesn't need words

Sometimes people write what they can't say

So let us not be quick to judge someone who is silent

The only people that tear happy people down are the unhappy ones

Never be too scared to live your dream

Live the life, live the dream, NO FEAR!!!

I'm a kind man unless given a reason to be otherwise

In that moment I realized its not who I am or what I am but who they allow me to be

You can't measure a dream

"A man of words and not of deeds is like a garden full of weeds

And when the weeds begin to grow its like a garden full of snow

And when the snow begins to fall, its like a bird upon the wall"

You can't chose who you love

But you can chose whether you will open your heart to love

What I've done is who I am, but what I've done is not who I'm gonna be

Poor choices makes it possible for a poor life

Bad decisions makes it possible for a bad life

Anyone can make you smile or cry

But it takes someone special to make you smile

Especially when you already have tears in your eyes

Live life to the fullest and make the most of it

Be honest and true to yourself because we never know when we will depart

***Live and Let Love***

POETRY 30/30 - NEVER KNEW!!!!!!!

NEVER KNEW!!!!!!!

I never knew how much she meant to me

Never knew how much she cared, never knew how much she spent for me 

Never knew how much I made her cry 

Never knew the tears she shed for me 

Never knew how much I made her hurt 

Never knew the pain she felt for me 

Never knew she had my back like that 

Never knew she went to bat for me

Never knew my words hit so hard 

Never knew she felt scared of me 

Never knew she thought I was the man 

Never knew she always defended me 

Never knew she told people I was her soul mate 

Never knew she wanted the best for me 

Never knew I'd break her heart so bad 

I definitely never knew she wanted to marry me 

I never knew she wanted to give me a second chance 

Now that's all gone now because I treated her cruelly 

***Treat your lady the right way that she deserves to be treated***

POETRY 30/30 - ADVERSITIES!!!!!!!

ADVERSITIES!!!!!!!

We go through life with so many adversities

Because life is much more complex than ivy league universities

In this life you can't have too much complacencies

Because failure will be omnipresent like weekly anniversaries

Sometimes we act too much like babies in nurseries

Too scared of life because we have so much insecurities

We should be seeking to explore our every curiosities

And to build networks like fraternities and sororities

Foundations being rooted as we get older with a new age like technologies

We have to develop and instill in us good worthwhile philosophies

To protect us from indulging and leading us to grave atrocities

So we don't break like a carton of eggs when drop from a bag of groceries

Disappointment lingers because of potential that has yet to be tap

Mindsets un-raveled by the disease of failure but it’s all just a trap

Is it really or are we just flushing promising attributes away like crap?

Not knowing these same values and virtues are the ones that deserve a resounding hand clap

Been thrown to the wolves, bitten by animosity, struck by betrayal but still I stand firm

Been tested by tribulations, cornered by sorrows and burdened by pain, but my faith still stern

Deserted by many, been put out in the cold but this strong will not making no U-turn

Because I’m focused and you should be too, even though life's adversity sometimes feel like a fire, you don’t have to get burn

POETRY CORNER 30/30 - I WANNA KNOW!!!!!!!

I WANNA KNOW!!!!!!!

I wanna know why we all got haters, why we hardly show love

Why we don’t hug anymore, everybody push and shove

I wanna know why we argue all the time, why we fuss and why we fight

Why we kill each other every day and make it hard for us to walk the streets at night

I wanna know why we tell lies so much, is there no value in the truth

Why liars talk the most and the loudest, and always in your ear like a blue tooth

I wanna know why so much teenage girls are getting pregnant so easily

Why we don’t see that Teen Mom is also helping to perpetuate it on MTV

I wanna know why it takes public outcry in order to serve justice

What if we didn’t come together, would an innocent life be taken without notice?

I wanna know why we building more prisons and closing more schools

Why we don’t realize that the shit that the government do is like they take us for fools

I wanna know why we subject ourselves to ridicule by doing things that we are not

Why we follow the in crowd, get blinded by fad just because others say it’s hot

I wanna know why there are still so many dead beat dads around

Why no matter how much women search, a really good man still can’t be found

I wanna know why women these days feel like they can’t treat their man like a King

Why they feel like having a career and also being domesticated is a terrible thing
I wanna know why so many people keep telling me I'm not gonna make it
Why my own friends take shots at me, but when they see me they fake it

I wanna know why African Americans can’t come together like all other races

Why when we see one of our people make it we wish for them to fall on their faces

I wanna know why nobody from the “hood” never ever wins the lottery

Why it’s always some old lady from the suburbs who spends her day making pottery

I wanna know a lot of things but it seems as if I can’t get a legit answer

I wanna know why we haven’t found the cure for AIDS and for cancer

I wanna know why people in relationships take advice from single people
They don't have a companion for themselves so all they do is needle
I really wanna know why we all act liked we are not blessed from head to toe

There are so many thoughts in my mind that I just really wanna know

POETRY 30/30 - MISUNDERSTOOD!!!!!!!

MISUNDERSTOOD!!!!!!!

My mind is like a pendulum, disorganize curriculum

So many thoughts go through my brain; it’s more packed than a football stadium

Sometimes I think I’m a terrorist because when I speak I become everyone’s nemesis

Can’t get nothing across and now I'm stuck like a rush hour traffic motorist

Words out my mouth hitting the wall, no attention is being paid to me

All because I spoke the truth and it was received painfully

Why should we lie, I know I'm not gonna lie to spare nobody feelings

It’s always the right thing to do, so they can start the process of healing

Watch what you say, watch what you do and watch who you screw over

Doesn’t matter what I do, I’m never right, but there is no do over

Doesn’t matter what my opinion is, even if I'm quoting facts

If I say Obama is the better than Bush then you’re gonna say he’s not

Have you ever felt like nothing you say or do is ever right?

Have you ever felt like every discussion you’re in turns out to be a fight?

Have you ever said to yourself, you know what, I don’t think I should?

All because you know that when it’s all said and done, you’re gonna be misunderstood

Don’t you hate it when people assume all the time without asking

You tell them you’re good, but still don’t believe you and say it’s your feelings your masking

Don’t you hate when you say something that has two meanings and it’s taken the wrong way

But no one gives you a chance to explain what you really were trying to say

Oh brother, I tell you that can kill your mood faster than a heart attack

And leave you feeling nasty and groggy like when a mouth is filled with plaque

I'm not gonna stop speaking my mind and I don’t think you should either

No matter if we’re misunderstood, sometimes people just need to chill and take a breather

POETRY 30/30 - IN DA STREETS!!!!!!!

IN DA STREETS!!!!!!!

Guns, weed, knives, crack, cocaine, we find them in the streets everyday

Young, old, rich, poor, even police; they never discriminate on who to get slay

I'm tired of watching the news because all I see is killings

I need to change my career to a grave yard owner, consider all the diggings

Too many gangs in the streets and nowadays everybody got a lion heart

But hearts get stopped too, doesn’t matter if it’s a bullet or if it’s just a poison dart

The streets that we live in is filled with anger, unrest and a whole lot of fear

And these kids don’t care; they brag and boast everyday about this ghetto warfare

Not only do the slums fight a lot, you have rich boys uptown trying to be down

They will kill for trophies, is this some joke, these people smile when we frown

I always thought that poverty and garrisons was the main reason for a lot of murders

But these days, you can tie in laziness, instant gratification, nobody believes in work, they only believe in burners

Everybody wants the street life because it’s believed to be the fastest way to success

I can never condone killing your own kind just so you can pawn his or her platinum necklace

I’ve seen friends killed right in front of me while they eat their food over drug money

And just because it happened in the streets, a lot of people laugh at a loss life like it was something funny

I’ve seen the innocence of a child, and life taken away from the elderly

All because of stray gun battles: are you telling me that this was their destiny

In the streets is too hot, it’s too rough, I'm telling you, it’s too wicked

I keep wondering how people kill sometimes, but these murders prove that their hearts are frigid

I’ve lost too many friends, a lot of enemies and innocent family in the streets

There is no justification for a 12 year old to be robbing a grown ass man, just for his BEATS

When I was a juvenile at that age, I was playing video games and just being cool

But these young people in 2012, half of them don't even wanna go to school

The streets say they’re real but it’s so ironic that they rob and kill just to be like others

Fake wannabees, fake thugs, you hate to see your mom cry but you kill anyway and leave the world with sad mothers

I’m glad to say I’ve been in the streets, but I knew it wasn’t for me, even got caught in the system

Being in the streets, won’t help you, you’ll just become another statistic, just another victim

LET'S HELP STOP THE VIOLENCE!!!!

POETRY 30/30 - STROLLER THOUGHTS!!!!!!!

STROLLER THOUGHTS!!!!!!!

Hopped on the limited bus heading home to take a shower

Blackberry in hand, tunes blasting through my headphones

The bus taking long to move because the baby mother can hardly handle her stroller

So a few people tried to help her onto the bus

This old lady in front of me offers her a seat

And as she sat down I couldn’t help but notice how young she was in the face

Looks are deceiving but as she spoke on her cell-phone, her age was revealed

She spoke about her sweet sixteen last year, just as the songs changed in my playlist

So I paused my music just to hear what else she was about to say

I'm not gonna act like I was surprise when she said I haven’t heard from my baby father all day

At times I’ve showed no pity for teen moms because they weren’t forced to have sex

They know about protection, they know what can come as a result of just having fun

But that’s all of us in our everyday lives, we know what the circumstances are but we do the deed nonetheless

The baby is awake and getting restless, and I’m saying to myself she sounds like she wasn’t ready

The tone of her voice echoes cries of help but at the same time determination

A lot of things happen in life before they actually should

But we sometimes tend to push the envelope thinking we can handle it

Then when we are put in the predicament, we say to ourselves we should have known better

Where was the child’s mother, I hate when people asked that

Because more often than not the parent has fulfilled their responsibilities

You can lead a camel to the well but you can’t force him to drink

You can teach your child all the virtues in the world but you can’t force them to think

I’m looking at her like this could have been my sister, so who am I to judge

I’m just glad it’s not because she would have missed out on the rest of her teenage years

Poor little baby just starting to shed tears

But ask if I care, I do, but I'm just a mere bystander, what am I to do?

We all want to grow up so fast these days, do and have what adults have

Until we become adults ourselves and wishing we were still young and free

Somehow it worked out that she was getting off at the same stop with me

So I took her stroller as she begs little Marcus to stop crying

And as we both got to the curb she looked up and I saw her face

I told her keep your head up baby girl, and continue to love him like you do and you can never be replaced

And as she made her way down the block into her building

I just continued home, still thinking and finishing this poem