UNTIL THE END OF TIME!!!!!!!
Have you ever knelt on the floor and started to look up to the sky
Wondering what you did to deserve this life and asking God why
And then your emotions overwhelm you and all you can do is cry
And no matter how strong you are, you just can't find the strength to get by
Have you ever had suicidal thoughts, just wanna tell the world goodbye
Having no one understand you, no matter how hard you try
People see your photos and events and think you're kinda fly
But don't know when the curtains close all your feelings tend to die
You gotta hold your head up, because God never gives you more than you can bear
Used to be words of motivation, heard them so much that now its words of despair
Our resolutions in life stay the same and never change from year to year
Because the pain that we feel inside just gets worst, and we not being able to soothe them has become our only fear
People tell us to look at our lives and see that we have accomplished a whole lot
But its not what we have that matters, its what we have not got
Do you ever wake up in the morning and your stomach feel tied up like an army knot
Well that's one of the worst feelings in the world, something close to being shot
I'm not saying I have nothing but what I'm saying is that I don't feel like something
And I feel like all I have in my life I'm gonna lose it all and really have nothing
For whatever reason, we feel like we would rather not be here
Because we feel helpless and hopeless like a crippled man wwith no legs in a wheelchair
But it is not for us to surrender to the feeling of not having whats mine
It is for us to gain the most we can out of life until the end of time



