"THOUGHTS OF THE MIND" POETRY BOOK OFFICIAL RELEASE!!!!!!!

THOUGHTS OF THE MIND                                 POETRY BOOK!!!!!!!                                                                                                                  Thoughts of the Mind

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POETRY 30/30 - PHENOMENAL WOMAN!!!!!!!

PHENOMENAL WOMAN!!!!!!!

Her job is never done, her love is everlasting

No journey is too long, and no mountain is too high to climb

She puts the ones she adore and care for in front of her own self

Her fortitude is what propels her determination and most of times she needs no help

Raising three boys isn't easy especially on her own

But she doesn't make the plight of their non existent fathers affect her will

She works never ending hours to provide for them, all the bare necessities

Which at times mean giving up things that herself may need

Through it all, she stands tall, and as a female teach these boys how to be men

She shows them how to stand on their own, how to become non dependent

Because life is a battle for survival and only the the fittest will survive

And she exubes all the characteristics of what they should seek to find in a companion

Never ending work shifts and lack of sleep are some of the sacrifices she make

Ridicule at times, but protecting her offspring is always her motive

Females are an emotional species yet they possess such unique strength

Their backbone is that of a turtle hard to crack and their mind is that of a fox very cunning

When all else fails, never underestimate a female because a good woman strives for success

A good woman takes care of her own and makes sure they are safe

A good woman teaches virtues that stay with you throughout your lifetime

And that's why my mother is my phenomenal woman

POETRY 30/30 - BRAS, PANTIES AND STOCKINGS!!!!!!!

BRAS, PANTIES AND STOCKINGS!!!!!!!

Its not even raining outside but my hormones keep racing like a stallion

I'm in the mood for love, I'm trying to make some lucky girl feel my love medallion

All I'm imagining is my sweetheart, body in nothing but some bra, panties and stockings

Wanna give her a sample of my waffle cone until she can't take no more of my vanilla toppings

Want her to put her legs over my shoulder, fish nets preferred, I promise I won't make those thighs sway

Keep it a bit moderate at first, so may start off the intense foreplay, with some hot fudge sundae

Pour it out, lick it up, may eat it up, who knows you gotta be that girl to know

Add some rainbow sprinkles on her nipples, then just suck them off real nice and slow

Edible panties, they taste like ice cream, best believe I'll take a few scoops

And when I'm inside her, its constant rotations, now I got her feeling like she jumping through real hoops

Now bras and panties gone, stockings still on, its rubbing while I'm rubbing too

She want the pint, no she want the quart, my lord she said give me the entire gallon boo

Breasts size don't matter, neither do panties, stockings can easily get ripped

Put her down on my water bed, sex so nice like a smoothie, on my dick baby did the banana split

All of a sudden its in her mouth and she don't want to spit, all she doing is swallowing

My dick was getting soft as a marsh mellow but she made it stand up without any screaming or hollering

I love my bras, I love my panties, I love my stockings, yeah I call them mine because I take them off

Aint nothing like some good love making, makes you lick your finger like some really good barbeque sauce

POETRY 30/30 - FED UP!!!!!!!

FED UP!!!!!!!

Why is it that we argue so much, nobody wants to compromise, and nobody thinks their ever wrong

Why is it that I don't see you as much, everyday I keep begging, its becoming like an annoying rap song

Why is it that we go tit for tat, like school kids, and don't respond for moments so long

And why is it that we keep going back and forth, continuously without end like a game of ping pong

THAT'S IT, I'VE REACHED MY LIMIT, NOW I'M FED UP

Why is it when I'm generous and I lend out money I can never get it back on time

And why the hell is it that when people decide to pay you back, you can't get back every single dime

It seems like nowadays when you're being nice you have to install late payments and fine

And I bet you nobody will ask you for nothing more, and you'll have an empty asking line

THAT'S IT, I'VE REACHED MY LIMIT, NOW I'M FED UP

Why is that the country is in a recession yet still rich government officials are getting a leeway

Why is it that citizens like myself get so much tax taken out of our earnings and out our week pay

Some things are just not adding up, the government needs a revamp its too old, I think its de-cay

And since I have the right to freedom of speech, I'm speaking my mind and I'm not scared of what they say

THAT'S IT, I'VE REACHED MY LIMIT, NOW I'M FED UP

I'm real tired of friends and family pretending like they care, when they don't, they need to stop the acting

They come around when things are all good and dandy and when things seem attracting

Making it seem like they are with you, they have your back, then out of nowhere start demanding

But the minute things go bad, or something go wrong, they are nowhere to be found like they went back into hiding

THAT'S IT, I'VE REACHED MY LIMIT, NOW I'M FED UP

POETRY 30/30 - THE CRUSH!!!!!!!

THE CRUSH!!!!!!!

Remembering the first time we met, how wonderful it was to exchange greetings

Beauty was in the eye of the beholder and my eyes were definitely beholding

Couldn't get past her lips as her words were released off her tongue

And as she spoke her voice echoed through my eardrums to the pits of my soul

Tingling the hinges of the door that led straight to my heart

Could this feeling be what I think it is?

I've watched her dance, both as an opponent and as a spectator

And at times I've dreamt that we were dancing together holding arms

I've seen her create both routines for shows and design fashion

And my mind wonders wishing she can prepare a suit for me that she'd enjoy

Am I really thinking of marrying her?

I've seen how she treat kids, oh yes she is definitely a good mother

Don't need no sugar mama, just want her to kiss me while we cuddle

And I've seen her rock a crowd when she takes to the turntables

Hoping that later I can rock her body out her socks

I think I have a crush, oh yes, I know I do

I've told her this, maybe she believes me or maybe she don't

Who knows, I've never stepped up to the plate like how a real man should

Fearful of rejection, my complacency have left my mind boggled with what ifs

The more I see her pictures and how beautiful and talented she is

The more I wonder to myself could she be the one

Maybe one day we'll see what happens, hope it won't be too late

But for now I'll just indulge in her beauty, her talent, and in her smile

POETRY 30/30 - GREATNESS!!!!!!!

GREATNESS!!!!!!!

Ever since I was small I always felt I'd be destined for greatness

I used to watch television a lot and thought it was easy to attain

And as I got older, I somewhat feel that all I've accomplished is lateness

Struggling to find peace and joy because I've suffered a lot of pain

My mom keeps telling me, remember what I taught you about meekness

There is always sunshine after the storm and after the rain

But no matter how hard I try to find the end of the tunnel all I see is bleekness

Now that light I've been looking for has only become a desire burning like a flame

Never had a lot to be proud about, never heard keep up the good job

Life sometimes is like a round about, just keep spinning you like a door knob

All I'm used to in life is having doubts, second guessing my own decisions

Been thirsty for prestige but been in mental droughts, now wrong moves cut like an incision

I keep telling myself to stay strong, this will get better, just gotta stay focus

Obstacles I must overcome, gotta be a trend setter, swarm my mind with positive thoughts like a locust

Its hard for a lot of us to achieve what we want due to self inflicted  pressure

Goals not met on time, tend to deter our route like a forecast with bad weather

Nevertheless being humbled and grounded can make the way much more undemanding

Greatness is always at our fingertips so begin embarking

***Never lose sight of you Dream***

POETRY 30/30 - TALK TO ME!!!!!!

TALK TO ME!!!!!!!

Whats the rave, whats the craze, I wanna be down, where to go 

Can I have your number sweetheart? She said no, but said do you have Oovoo 

Didn’t have one but I had something similar, so I told her I got Skype 

She was like nah Oovoo is better so I guess you really not my type 

Is she serious, I'm thinking to myself like you judge a man by the media outlet he chooses 

Nah she can’t be real, her generator box must be missing a few fuses 

Met another girl conversation went great so I went in for the win 

So I said baby can I have your mathematics, she saw my blackberry and said nah but you could have my BBM pin 

I'm thinking to myself now like is my voice not charming enough or is this the new trend 

Nobody wants to talk on the phone no more, one of the reasons that tend to make relationships end 

Not for nothing I left it alone and saw a nice and sweet young lady, I kinda judged from her look 

Chatted her up for a while, asked her for her digits, and guess what, she asked me if I had Facebook 

This has to be some final destination type of ish, so in my mind I'm saying let me just quit her 

But before I could even answer, she showed me her timeline and said you should follow me on twitter 

Couldn’t help but laugh, you should have seen the smirk on my face, right before she pulled my hand 

She said you’re cute and you’re handsome, how about you take a picture with me for my Instagram 

I hate to say this but its like we’re all caught up with fun applications and social networks 

That it has lowered the value of some of our personal stocks and even some of our self worth 

I may be a bit old fashioned but I'm down with all the new trends and I know whats going on 

But sometimes and I'm guilty of this too, we don’t have to tell the world what kind of underwear we have on 

Too much of us let these new found social media platforms impact our way of life drastically 

I’ve got Facebook, Twitter, BBM but can I just get your number so that you could talk to me

POETRY 30/30 - SUCCESS!!!!!!!

SUCCESS!!!!!!!

Success is not measured by how many people you know or how famous you are 

How much champagne bottles you pop in the club or the price of your car 

Or is it? What really defines how successful you are in life? 

Is success only measured by wealth and prominence is society? 

Is becoming famous and being known makes you successful? 

I don’t know about everybody else but I don’t think so, if I must say so myself 

Success is being happy with your dream, being happy with what you have accomplished 

Success is not defined by what someone else may tell me but what I believe 

It’s getting up every day and living my life the way I chose to live 

Where I shop for my clothes doesn’t make me successful 

What brand of coffee I buy doesn’t make me successful 

In order to be successful you have to first off be self motivated 

We are all in control of our own destiny so only we know what truly makes us happy 

Failures and disappointments in life are inevitable and they must happen 

It is the failure that teaches us much more than the success, and successful people know the lesson so well 

So never let television and society tells you if you’re successful or not, always believe in yourself and that’s the first sign of success

POETRY 30/30 - LOVE TAKES TIME!!!!!!!

LOVE TAKES TIME!!!!!!! 

A lot of folks want to fall in love but don’t really know how to make it last 

They forget to put in the necessary work because they want it too fast 

They follow others and that takes away what’s real because its actions rehearse 

It’s like trying to make a song with only a chorus and forgetting the verse 

When it comes to the heart remember that it’s easy to be broken 

So when trying to combine two don’t be afraid to communicate and be outspoken 

Love is not a game and you just can’t expect to win by inserting coins 

Its better compared to living and based on the emotions that runs through your loins

***Take Time To Love***

POETRY 30/30 - BADMIND!!!!!!!

BADMIND!!!!!!!

Don't you hate when people hate on you because you gain success

Envy what you attain, don't know the struggles you went through just to get what you possess

Jealous just because your doing good, grudgeful of your newly gained assets

Claim that they are your friends and have a clean heart but can't genuinely wish you all the best

Don't you hate when your own so called family and friends are just hoping for you to choke

Wishing you nothing but failure and wishing you hang yourself with a rope

Its hard in this world due to the things we face, sometimes its even difficult to cope

But its even more trying when you have backstabbing friends who wanna sell you dreams just like the Pope

There was a movie called snakes on the plane but trust me they are snakes all around

I'm talking about people who hang out with you, talk behind you back and wanna see you underground

They love to glorify their works no matter how miniscule it may sound

But they fight against others so much that whoever exalts themselves will surely be let down

Its always good to have a free conscious, live a good life and always get ahead

Try not to borrow, try not to beg, because you never know who want to see you dead

Try not to keep secrets, and try not to surround yourself with corrupt friends

Its easy these days for friends to sellout friends, for less than an expensive benz

Badmind is active so try your best to stay far from them so they won't break you down

Because their only objective is to be better than you so they can laugh at you and clown

So don't poison your mind with influences from badmind people, keep them to the left

Stay strong, keep your eyes on the prize and chase your dream and in yourself you must invest

POETRY 30/30 - CLIMAX!!!!!!

CLIMAX!!!!!!!

As I lay me down to sleep, I felt five fingers beneath the sheets

Should I act like I'm awake, so I could drive her with my stake?

Cold outside, even though winter not too long dispersed

I know she wants to be warm, she has no pants on nor no skirt

Legs are slowly wrapping together, I'm being enticed by lust

I had to wake up: fulfilling a woman's sexual pleasure is always a must

Foreplay is just an after thought, I already knew where to find the G-Spot

Cruising to my destination, while my cannon below made the sheets hot

No cold feet, room is warm, so things getting pretty slippery

Hurricanes, floods and tsunamis is how wet she is, making for an easy entry

Telling me she was celibate but her fetish is to taste me

Fellatio, blow job, no hands, all she said was just don't spray me

But I'm not about to come soon, this erotic ride just started

I love to put my lady on a pedestal, so on the stool I had her planted

Now she's bent over, butt arched, with her stiletto type heels on

Penetration from my erection, got her hair messed up like an Arizona dust storm

Instant vibration from this sexual undertaking making her reach for the ceiling

Love making so real, she said keep bruising me up with your sexual healing

Once tired, now energized, this sexual encounter is like a motion picture in IMAX

Screams rang out from orgasmic arrival, my job was done so it was time for me to CLIMAX!!!!

POETRY 30/30 - FREE SPIRIT!!!!!!!

FREE SPIRIT!!!!!!!

Finding magic in unexpected places

Most of the time love doesn't need words

Sometimes people write what they can't say

So let us not be quick to judge someone who is silent

The only people that tear happy people down are the unhappy ones

Never be too scared to live your dream

Live the life, live the dream, NO FEAR!!!

I'm a kind man unless given a reason to be otherwise

In that moment I realized its not who I am or what I am but who they allow me to be

You can't measure a dream

"A man of words and not of deeds is like a garden full of weeds

And when the weeds begin to grow its like a garden full of snow

And when the snow begins to fall, its like a bird upon the wall"

You can't chose who you love

But you can chose whether you will open your heart to love

What I've done is who I am, but what I've done is not who I'm gonna be

Poor choices makes it possible for a poor life

Bad decisions makes it possible for a bad life

Anyone can make you smile or cry

But it takes someone special to make you smile

Especially when you already have tears in your eyes

Live life to the fullest and make the most of it

Be honest and true to yourself because we never know when we will depart

***Live and Let Love***

POETRY 30/30 - NEVER KNEW!!!!!!!

NEVER KNEW!!!!!!!

I never knew how much she meant to me

Never knew how much she cared, never knew how much she spent for me 

Never knew how much I made her cry 

Never knew the tears she shed for me 

Never knew how much I made her hurt 

Never knew the pain she felt for me 

Never knew she had my back like that 

Never knew she went to bat for me

Never knew my words hit so hard 

Never knew she felt scared of me 

Never knew she thought I was the man 

Never knew she always defended me 

Never knew she told people I was her soul mate 

Never knew she wanted the best for me 

Never knew I'd break her heart so bad 

I definitely never knew she wanted to marry me 

I never knew she wanted to give me a second chance 

Now that's all gone now because I treated her cruelly 

***Treat your lady the right way that she deserves to be treated***

POETRY 30/30 - ADVERSITIES!!!!!!!

ADVERSITIES!!!!!!!

We go through life with so many adversities

Because life is much more complex than ivy league universities

In this life you can't have too much complacencies

Because failure will be omnipresent like weekly anniversaries

Sometimes we act too much like babies in nurseries

Too scared of life because we have so much insecurities

We should be seeking to explore our every curiosities

And to build networks like fraternities and sororities

Foundations being rooted as we get older with a new age like technologies

We have to develop and instill in us good worthwhile philosophies

To protect us from indulging and leading us to grave atrocities

So we don't break like a carton of eggs when drop from a bag of groceries

Disappointment lingers because of potential that has yet to be tap

Mindsets un-raveled by the disease of failure but it’s all just a trap

Is it really or are we just flushing promising attributes away like crap?

Not knowing these same values and virtues are the ones that deserve a resounding hand clap

Been thrown to the wolves, bitten by animosity, struck by betrayal but still I stand firm

Been tested by tribulations, cornered by sorrows and burdened by pain, but my faith still stern

Deserted by many, been put out in the cold but this strong will not making no U-turn

Because I’m focused and you should be too, even though life's adversity sometimes feel like a fire, you don’t have to get burn

POETRY CORNER 30/30 - I WANNA KNOW!!!!!!!

I WANNA KNOW!!!!!!!

I wanna know why we all got haters, why we hardly show love

Why we don’t hug anymore, everybody push and shove

I wanna know why we argue all the time, why we fuss and why we fight

Why we kill each other every day and make it hard for us to walk the streets at night

I wanna know why we tell lies so much, is there no value in the truth

Why liars talk the most and the loudest, and always in your ear like a blue tooth

I wanna know why so much teenage girls are getting pregnant so easily

Why we don’t see that Teen Mom is also helping to perpetuate it on MTV

I wanna know why it takes public outcry in order to serve justice

What if we didn’t come together, would an innocent life be taken without notice?

I wanna know why we building more prisons and closing more schools

Why we don’t realize that the shit that the government do is like they take us for fools

I wanna know why we subject ourselves to ridicule by doing things that we are not

Why we follow the in crowd, get blinded by fad just because others say it’s hot

I wanna know why there are still so many dead beat dads around

Why no matter how much women search, a really good man still can’t be found

I wanna know why women these days feel like they can’t treat their man like a King

Why they feel like having a career and also being domesticated is a terrible thing
I wanna know why so many people keep telling me I'm not gonna make it
Why my own friends take shots at me, but when they see me they fake it

I wanna know why African Americans can’t come together like all other races

Why when we see one of our people make it we wish for them to fall on their faces

I wanna know why nobody from the “hood” never ever wins the lottery

Why it’s always some old lady from the suburbs who spends her day making pottery

I wanna know a lot of things but it seems as if I can’t get a legit answer

I wanna know why we haven’t found the cure for AIDS and for cancer

I wanna know why people in relationships take advice from single people
They don't have a companion for themselves so all they do is needle
I really wanna know why we all act liked we are not blessed from head to toe

There are so many thoughts in my mind that I just really wanna know

POETRY 30/30 - MISUNDERSTOOD!!!!!!!

MISUNDERSTOOD!!!!!!!

My mind is like a pendulum, disorganize curriculum

So many thoughts go through my brain; it’s more packed than a football stadium

Sometimes I think I’m a terrorist because when I speak I become everyone’s nemesis

Can’t get nothing across and now I'm stuck like a rush hour traffic motorist

Words out my mouth hitting the wall, no attention is being paid to me

All because I spoke the truth and it was received painfully

Why should we lie, I know I'm not gonna lie to spare nobody feelings

It’s always the right thing to do, so they can start the process of healing

Watch what you say, watch what you do and watch who you screw over

Doesn’t matter what I do, I’m never right, but there is no do over

Doesn’t matter what my opinion is, even if I'm quoting facts

If I say Obama is the better than Bush then you’re gonna say he’s not

Have you ever felt like nothing you say or do is ever right?

Have you ever felt like every discussion you’re in turns out to be a fight?

Have you ever said to yourself, you know what, I don’t think I should?

All because you know that when it’s all said and done, you’re gonna be misunderstood

Don’t you hate it when people assume all the time without asking

You tell them you’re good, but still don’t believe you and say it’s your feelings your masking

Don’t you hate when you say something that has two meanings and it’s taken the wrong way

But no one gives you a chance to explain what you really were trying to say

Oh brother, I tell you that can kill your mood faster than a heart attack

And leave you feeling nasty and groggy like when a mouth is filled with plaque

I'm not gonna stop speaking my mind and I don’t think you should either

No matter if we’re misunderstood, sometimes people just need to chill and take a breather

POETRY 30/30 - IN DA STREETS!!!!!!!

IN DA STREETS!!!!!!!

Guns, weed, knives, crack, cocaine, we find them in the streets everyday

Young, old, rich, poor, even police; they never discriminate on who to get slay

I'm tired of watching the news because all I see is killings

I need to change my career to a grave yard owner, consider all the diggings

Too many gangs in the streets and nowadays everybody got a lion heart

But hearts get stopped too, doesn’t matter if it’s a bullet or if it’s just a poison dart

The streets that we live in is filled with anger, unrest and a whole lot of fear

And these kids don’t care; they brag and boast everyday about this ghetto warfare

Not only do the slums fight a lot, you have rich boys uptown trying to be down

They will kill for trophies, is this some joke, these people smile when we frown

I always thought that poverty and garrisons was the main reason for a lot of murders

But these days, you can tie in laziness, instant gratification, nobody believes in work, they only believe in burners

Everybody wants the street life because it’s believed to be the fastest way to success

I can never condone killing your own kind just so you can pawn his or her platinum necklace

I’ve seen friends killed right in front of me while they eat their food over drug money

And just because it happened in the streets, a lot of people laugh at a loss life like it was something funny

I’ve seen the innocence of a child, and life taken away from the elderly

All because of stray gun battles: are you telling me that this was their destiny

In the streets is too hot, it’s too rough, I'm telling you, it’s too wicked

I keep wondering how people kill sometimes, but these murders prove that their hearts are frigid

I’ve lost too many friends, a lot of enemies and innocent family in the streets

There is no justification for a 12 year old to be robbing a grown ass man, just for his BEATS

When I was a juvenile at that age, I was playing video games and just being cool

But these young people in 2012, half of them don't even wanna go to school

The streets say they’re real but it’s so ironic that they rob and kill just to be like others

Fake wannabees, fake thugs, you hate to see your mom cry but you kill anyway and leave the world with sad mothers

I’m glad to say I’ve been in the streets, but I knew it wasn’t for me, even got caught in the system

Being in the streets, won’t help you, you’ll just become another statistic, just another victim

LET'S HELP STOP THE VIOLENCE!!!!

POETRY 30/30 - STROLLER THOUGHTS!!!!!!!

STROLLER THOUGHTS!!!!!!!

Hopped on the limited bus heading home to take a shower

Blackberry in hand, tunes blasting through my headphones

The bus taking long to move because the baby mother can hardly handle her stroller

So a few people tried to help her onto the bus

This old lady in front of me offers her a seat

And as she sat down I couldn’t help but notice how young she was in the face

Looks are deceiving but as she spoke on her cell-phone, her age was revealed

She spoke about her sweet sixteen last year, just as the songs changed in my playlist

So I paused my music just to hear what else she was about to say

I'm not gonna act like I was surprise when she said I haven’t heard from my baby father all day

At times I’ve showed no pity for teen moms because they weren’t forced to have sex

They know about protection, they know what can come as a result of just having fun

But that’s all of us in our everyday lives, we know what the circumstances are but we do the deed nonetheless

The baby is awake and getting restless, and I’m saying to myself she sounds like she wasn’t ready

The tone of her voice echoes cries of help but at the same time determination

A lot of things happen in life before they actually should

But we sometimes tend to push the envelope thinking we can handle it

Then when we are put in the predicament, we say to ourselves we should have known better

Where was the child’s mother, I hate when people asked that

Because more often than not the parent has fulfilled their responsibilities

You can lead a camel to the well but you can’t force him to drink

You can teach your child all the virtues in the world but you can’t force them to think

I’m looking at her like this could have been my sister, so who am I to judge

I’m just glad it’s not because she would have missed out on the rest of her teenage years

Poor little baby just starting to shed tears

But ask if I care, I do, but I'm just a mere bystander, what am I to do?

We all want to grow up so fast these days, do and have what adults have

Until we become adults ourselves and wishing we were still young and free

Somehow it worked out that she was getting off at the same stop with me

So I took her stroller as she begs little Marcus to stop crying

And as we both got to the curb she looked up and I saw her face

I told her keep your head up baby girl, and continue to love him like you do and you can never be replaced

And as she made her way down the block into her building

I just continued home, still thinking and finishing this poem

POETRY 30/30 - ONE SHOT!!!!!

ONE SHOT!!!!!!!

Life is like a BASKETBALL game, filled with up and downs 

You gotta be careful in everything you do because there are no TIMEOUTS 

We may face trials and tribulations and some of us gain the courage to REBOUND 

But some of us don’t recover, and not thinking properly may lead us to a TURNOVER 

At times we have an easy STREAK; we gotta make the best of it like FREE THROWS 

Accomplish all that we can like a FAST BREAK, so in everything we do we can WIN 

Keep yourself motivated and always remember to have that DRIVE for success 

Sometimes we may need an ASSIST, so it’s good to lend a helping hand 

No matter how far we TRAVEL in life, let’s be courteous no need to be TECHNICAL 

Let’s treat each other like family, we may be wearing different JERSEYS but we all on the same TEAM 

We are all trying to SCORE in the ARENA of life so we can have a better SECOND HALF 

Sometimes it’s easy but sometimes our goals and dreams get BLOCKED 

Sometimes we get disappointed, let down, we get hurt and sometimes we get FOULED 

But we have to stay strong; we have to learn from our FIRST HALF not to make the same mistakes 

Because in life you will always be facing an opponent just like at CENTER COURT 

So we have to remind ourselves to keep our head in the GAME, stay focus and win the JUMP BALL 

And even if we don’t come away with the ROCK in our hand at first, we can still get a STEAL 

Just remember the QUARTERS in life are not given, and we have no SUBSTITUTES 

Some people bow out early due to INJURIES and some go on to have great CAREERS 

Even though we should all be on the same TEAM, life doesn’t play FAIR 

So be the best that you can be, and accomplish all you can, because we only have ONE SHOT at life before we all RETIRE

POETRY 30/30 - A GRANDMA'S LOVE!!!!!!!

A GRANDMA'S LOVE!!!!!!!

She meant more to me, more than you could ever know

She used to give me love, and I'm not talking about a game of domino 

She was my right hand, no other one came close to her

She used to make me happy, make me warmer than a fur

Can't believe she's gone, wishing she was here with me

Even though I smile, on the inside crying painfully

My heart is aching and its stemming from the misery

I'll never ever be the same because I lost a piece of me

I didn’t tell her bye, guilty conscience haunting me

Never got to answer all the letters that she wrote to me

She's not like other girls I felt the love she gave to me

Wish that I could take her place because she was kind heartedly

I know she’s gone and I know she’s not coming back

Why she had to leave so soon, I know she always had my back

She taught me how to love, always made me stay on track

Told me I was strong, so obstacles can never make me crack

Sometimes it kills because I’ve been caught up in the system

From 1997 our bond started to suffer like a victim

When she died I cried so bad because it was sickening

The one who took care of me since my very christening
She meant more to me, more than you could ever know

She used to give me love, and I'm not  talking about a game of domino 

She was my right hand, no other one came close to her

She used to make me happy, make me warmer than a fur

R.I.P Grandma - Kwesi Loves You

POETRY 30/30 - PARTY UP!!!!!!!

PARTY UP!!!!!!!

Pre-gaming with the Henny, that's all me, I hope you got the Goose 

I know I'm about to feel nice, I know I'm ready to get loose 

That's how most of us do it before we party up 

Link up with our friends, and keep pouring liquor in the cup 

Looking at the clock, I think it’s time to make our entry 

So we hop up in the whip feeling like we the team of the century 

Now we at the club, DJ's got it on tilt 

Girls in heels, so high looking like they about to tilt 

Headed to the bar, ordering and taking shots to the face 

Now the party live, mad liquor in the system all we can see is asses being shaked 

Girls sweating out their perms because they paid to have a good time 

And we aint wasting no time, we are right there whining on their behind 

Ladies know how to look good, and they know how to get down 

You ever been so drunk that when you standing up you feel like you sitting down 

Ladies throwing it back looking at us like you can’t handle me 

Sometimes it’s true but that's definitely not stopping me 

Whether you partying with your crew or you made a solo run 

You always in denial, you keep saying I'm good when you know your ass is done 

Smacked so much that when you move you don't feel it 

But the minute you stand still it’s like you floating to the ceiling 

Calling up your ex and sending out drunk texts 

Waiting with anxiety to see where the after party about to be in effect 

That expensive outfit you bought is no longer swagged out 

And when you look down at your shoes, the front is crazy stomped out 

Then all of a sudden you wake up the next day like wasn't I just at the club? 

Don't know how you got home, how you got inside, last thing you remember, you was putting on dubs 

Then this sharp pain shocks your head, yeah you know you got the hangover 

Wouldn't want it no other way, because last night, was priceless as a range rover

POETRY 30/30 - IRON BALLOON!!!!!!!

IRON BALLOON!!!!!!!

I want to spread my wings and fly, I want to make it somewhere beyond the sky 

I want to be successful at everything I try; I really want to make my mom proud instead of cry 

I consider myself an entrepreneur, somewhat of a modern day jack of all trade 

But just because nothing has come to fruition as of yet, doesn’t mean I'm playing around like an arcade 

I'm motivated everyday by success, wealth, love, fortune, and just thinking about growing old 

Being happy, being married, having kids and vacationing to somewhere hot when it’s cold 

Is it just me or does it feel like people around you lose faith when something doesn’t work? 

They tend to forget that you took the risk of even trying and all they do is laugh and just smirk 

You’re never gonna make it, give up on your dream, don’t you see you’re no good 

Pack it up, stop trying, go siddung, you are worst than the little engine that could 

Those are the words and phrases you hear from close friends and family alike 

I'm not talking about strangers; I'm talking about the ones who’ve seen you grow from when you started riding your first bike 

Lately some of us might have been hearing that you’ve started many projects but you’ve mastered not one 

Just take it in stride, because all in due time, nothing happens before it’s suppose to be done 

In Jamaica where I'm from, they call people who never make it in what they do an “Iron Balloon” 

They never get credit for their effort or the endeavor, all they get is a shot up reputation like an old western saloon 

You can make a small cup of tea using a soup scoop but you can do it better with a teaspoon 

The point I’m making is, you have to start small, crawl before you walk, then go hard like a typhoon

One thing I know is that I'm gonna take this world by storm whenever I emerge out my cocoon

And for all those people who think you’re gonna fail, when you don’t just laugh at them like a baboon 

People might love you but they may not always believe in you, trust me I know 

It doesn’t matter what people say, because they will talk, just remember you are the star of your own show 

None of us can achieve everything that we set out to do, its reality but we don’t need people killing our dreams 

Just remember it doesn’t matter if we get called an iron balloon or not, we control our destiny, so we decide if we reign supreme

POETRY 30/30 - ASS AND TITTIES!!!!!!!

ASS AND TITTIES!!!!!!!

I'm a fan of the fanny pack and I definitely love a female backside

I love the way it looks, the way it shapes, so smooth it could make my hand glide

But it’s not that alone that turn up my testosterone level to the max

A, B, C cups it don't matter what size, when they look good, my soldier can't relax

I'm talking about ASS and TITTIES, yeah, some ladies got a lot and some got a little

If you don't have any, not to worry, it doesn't define you, so don't ever feel belittled 

I know it’s kind of nerve “racking” wondering how some women are so blessed 

It could be the chromosomes, family genes, I guess it’s could be the fried chicken “breasts” 

Speaking about breasts, that’s definitely my weakness, I love 36C’s to be exact 

I’d rather suck on those all night than beating up that “ass” from the back 

Well maybe, I'm just saying how much a female “breasts” mean to me 

If we doing foreplay and she don’t wanna take off her bra, Imma be like “why you being mean to me?”

My mother always told me that anything more than mouthful was a waste

So I don't discriminate, once she has some nipples, I'm down for a taste

However, there is something about a woman with a big tush, yeah a very big ass

That makes a man lose his senses, don't matter what age, race or what

class

I love watching the ladies walk by to see their big asses shaking like the string on a guitar

Oh!!!! is my first reaction, and when I turn my head I can still see that rump roast from afar lol 

Love the ladies whose bodies are shaped so voluptuous and they are round just like a jar 

Only if they knew what I was thinking, the lustfulness inside, I’d smoke them as if they were a cigar 

Aint nothing like watching a big ass bounce while you hit it from the back

This one girl I had, omg, the way it was moving I almost caught a heart attack

Anyways, ass and Titties are like milk and cookies, you just cant get enough 

Ass and Titties that are real stiff and buff would make any man wanna cuff 

Ass and Titties some girls possess one or the other but some possess both 

Ass and Titties are life saving devices that could surely help some girls float 

I love my ladies, you could have ass and titties and you could have none 

I love them just the way they are, just letting yall know I was having some fun

POETRY 30/30 - THE CASE OF THE EX!!!!!!!

THE CASE OF THE EX!!!!!!!

What am I doing here, why am I still in this place

I feel like I'm bugging out, my mind is going off like a handgun in an Olympic race

I need to leave here pronto, that means now, I have to leave no trace

Considering my current position I'd definitely say I've caught a case

Caught a case of what you may ask, let's just say the past is happening now

I promised myself never to let this happen: but I've managed to break that vow somehow

No time to think too much, I need to leave, can't be moving slow like a plow

But did I really do what I just did just now, all I can really say is wow

Have you ever woke up next to your ex and wondered why the hell are they next to you

Dumbfounded and thinking, do they still love you or did you call for them just to do you

Yall not hugging or cuddling, no kissing or holding hands

But you know what went down because beneath the sheets there is absolutely no top and no pants

You can barely remember what happened but your taken a back to when yall was together

Gotta stop that dead in its tracks because we've both changed like the weather

Why do we do this to ourselves, is it because of familiarity and a little trust

Or is it because deep down in our souls we think they still want to get back with us

See I'm thinking too much I just gotta get up and leave this place

Because we both don't know what we want, so we are both better off than a couple involved in a divorce case

Now that I want to leave she telling me let's go again

I said sure why not just don't catch no more feelings, remember now, we're only friends

As I leave all I can think about was the mind blowing sex

So when you find yourself in the same place as I was, you just caught the case of an ex

POETRY 30/30 - NICE TO KNOW!!!!!!!

NICE TO KNOW!!!!!!!

I'm laying on my pillow while the sun shines through the window pane

Watching how she sleeps, its so peaceful, blissful like the summer rain

Love to hold her in my arms, to let her know I'm her security blanket

Never gonna let her go, keep her warm, protect her in every aspect

Its nice to know you have someone that you can trust and know they have your back

And nice to know when things not going right they'll hold you down and pick up the slack

Its nice to know when you wake up in the morning they still gonna be laying right beside you

And nice to know when you fall off track they are always there to guide you

Its nice to know you have someone with intelligence who knows how to make good decisions

And nice to know if we have a fight or two its not gonna cause any divisions

Its nice to know that you always get hugs and kisses of the passionate nature

And its nice to know that you have that congress relationship, I'm the senate and she my legislature

Its just nice to know that someone is always there who makes you happy and who makes you smile

And nice to know that even for a boy like me, she knows how to tame me when I'm behaving wild

Ladies: Isn't it nice to know that they are a few more gentleman left in the world?

I bet its nice to know that a few of us would still open and hold a door for a girl

I know it would be nice to know a few men who considered you ladies feelings

Nice to know he calls you sweetheart to his friends in front your face and in his office meetings

It would be nice to know the future to know how to find true love and not get hurt

And nice to know the good and genuine people instead of the ones who treat you like dirt

Its just nice to know while she sleeps I can kiss her and cuddle

And I know that she knows that if it was raining I'd probably lift her and drop her in the puddle lol

Its nice to know we have life even though death is guaranteed

And even though I don't know a lot of things, its nice to know that she is right here laying down next to me

POETRY 30/30 - I LIKE IT!!!!!!

I LIKE IT!!!!! 

I like a girl when she friendly, I like it when she smiles 

I like it when she tells me baby take the extra mile 

I like it when she hold me, and squeeze me kinda hard 

I like it when she tell me that she miss me in a card 

I like it when she dresses up and looking kinda fine 

I like it when she speaks to me and start blow my mind 

I like it when it she call to conversate upon the phone 

I definitely like it when she want me take her home 

I like it when she tell her friends that I'm the man for her 

I like it when she keep me warmer than a winter fur 

I like it when she cooks for me and makes me feel happy 

I like it when she screams my name and when she calls me daddy 

I like it when she holds my hand because she know I care 

I like it when we cuddle and when she plays up in my hair 

I like it when she laugh at jokes just because I said it 

I like it when she say I love you because I know she meant it