INTERNAL BATTLES!!!!!!!
It’s always intriguing as to how your mind can work at times
You can hate something at one point and then love it at
another
It makes you wonder why things are not always definite
And why outcomes change from what you envisioned
It’s even harder when you get no help from your heart as
well
Because I’ve always said emotions is a hell of a thing
You can have a predetermined solution about a problem
And then that problem shows its face and your entire thought
process switches
It has dawned upon me that your heart and mind control your
life
Life is unpredictable and emotions cloud judgments at time
But how do we control our actions and our thought process
That’s still a task I know for me personally I’ve yet to
conquer
There are people and things in my life that I love and miss
And for whatever reason, I wish I could turn back the hands
of time
I say things and they say things that don’t make the
situation any better
But for some reason when I’m around them, I wish it was all
good
Some may say, don’t be prideful because valuable time is
wasting
And at times even though you know, you wait instead of act
Reconciliation can play a number on your heart and mind
Because when each opportunity to do so is gone, you pray for
more time
Internal battles of the soul can pull on your deepest heart
string
Because what is lost can never be replaced
And it makes you yearn for so much more
That in the end, it leaves you hopeful for that day of warm
embrace
