POETRY #5- BECAUSE OF YOU!!!!!

"BECAUSE OF  YOU"

So many days I waited on you

So many nights I wasted on you

No thoughts of me ever leaving but I guess I should have vacated from you

So many tears I cried without you

So many fears I tried because you

Said you'd always be there, now I guess no more vacation with you

So many feelings of pain because of you

So many healing frames I had to go through

What's gonna happen to the horse and carriage since theres no more me and you

So many sleepless nights without you

So many restless fights with only you

What's really left right now is strain and baggage all because of you

So many heartbroken memories

So many grief stricken tendencies

I guess you never saw the end in sight, too many damn complacencies

So many times we spoke of centuries

So many arguments like inmates in penitentiaries

I guess we never thought that we'd break up like a bunch of Celeries

So many false hope given

So many fake promise driven

Into something that we both thought was suppose to feel like heaven

So many times over I let down my shield

So many times I told myself I wanted to feel

Real happiness, but how can it happen if the other person continues to conceal

So many secrets and skeletons

So many hidden traits for very long

Because of you, you make me believed that me and destiny definitely don't belong